what if!?

is my love enough!?

i don't understand..
i can't explain..
..is my love not enough to make us work!?
i guess i have already did my part..
i love him so much,,
and i am willing to give everything that would make him smile..
but it seems that all my efforts are taken for granted..
is it not enough!?
what else should i do to make him love me more..
what else should i do to bring back the way we used to bE!?

is giving him up the solution
to all the pain and heartaches!?
will it end the melancholy of my broken heart!?
will it be the reason of his smile..
i am afraid of the answers..
but i am willing to accept the pain..
for I know in the end..
I am the one who will gain..
the experience,
even if my heart ended broken..
I know time will bring back the pieces,
an eventually I will be a stronger person..
I will never have any regrets to all my relationships..
because I know, I love them..
I gave it all.. without even thinking if I would Hurt myself..
I know That I unselfishly Love them..
In the end, i's not my lost..
It's their lost..
cause they gave up someone like me..
they may love someone the way they love me,
but they can never be loved again they way I loved them..
I won't be selfish of giving all that I have,
so that in the end They will not say that I did not love them..
hmmpp... how hard.. shocks!
but I know.. after all the pain is real happiness that no money can buy..

that guy in the picture..
he is my happiness,,..
i love him..
i need him...
but I am willing to set him free,
if thats the right thing to do,,..
if thats what he wanted me to do..
he is all that I have..
but i will accept all the pain,
if thats the only thing to make my bHAby smile..
I won't hesitate to give him his freedom,
only if I konw that he will really be happy..


hayyyzzzzzzz.... lord rj ortiz..
mahal na mahl kitah..
sna malaman mo..

Love is..

Love is not blind..
it sees but it doesn't mind..

Love is not blind..
it sees more..
but because it sees more
it's willing to see less..

..do not find someone you want to live with..
find someone you can't live without..

love is like roses..
it has thorns..
but roses without tHorns is not beautiful
like love without pain is not love..